Greetings... and SALUTATIONS!

My god, I can not believe I am actually bloody pregnant! For those of you who just joined us I am currently 15 weeks pregnant.. which of course being that I am overweight you can not see on my physically but ho boy can you see it emotionally!

Dear readers (always wanted to say that) I am a manic depressive, overweight 32 year old stuck in a freezing bloody cold country (pretty as it is) who is pregnant for the first time and totally petrified! why? because of everything I am being told. According to all my overly extensive, can't put the computer down, reading I have done, I should have either lost or chosen to terminate my child by now as I am simply not up to being pregnant!

WHY?... well because..

I am too old

I am too fat

and

I am too mentally unstable

How dare I get pregnant at all!

But please, do not be put off from reading my blog by thinking that I will simply spend most of it whining and moaning about "Societies mistreatment of overweight women" or "The perils of the NHS" this will be a mixture of all of that, blended with a bit of love and excitement ;)

Cause, through all of the loneliness, the fear and the looming PND this tiny little Jelly Bean is rather wanted..

SO join me in my crusade and keep reading...

Your little bit of Batgirl

Unsure where this is from!

My current favourite thing:

Thanks to ToxicPretty from their DeviantArt

And finally a  moment of AWWW

Thanks to Innocent English.Com